Bismillah HiRehman Ir Rahim

Assalam O Alaikum


As we learnt on 23/08/10 that Being Unthankful is classed as Gunahe Kabira , and Allah SW has warned of painful punish for those who have been unthankful in their lives unless they repent .


I so understand this now , this ramazan I decided to not to affect anyone's ramazan routine and I decided to prepare Iftars and send the complete Iftar dinner to few friend's houses . I rang one of them up and explained to her this is month is the month of Ibadat , however feeding Rozedar brings a lot ajar , therefore I will send you iftar at home .

I prepared nice Iftar , Allah SW gave barkat in time , and it didn't take me long or did not affect my any prayer at all. After sending iftar , I was expecting a phone call from them to say thanks , or JazakAllah or even a feedback if they liked my prepared food or not . Two days went pass I didn't receive even a text . I got very disappointed and I Thought may be I have done something wrong , and decided to just do for 2 other people who i had already told and cancell the rest . Few days later i rang them up so my husband could collect the dishes , and i was told by the lady that Iftar was so lovely that they kept on eating the food for two days as it was very delicious.

From this event , I have realised how many Naimats I receive everyday , from dawn to dusk , from dusk to dawn I am contnuosly blessed , and some days just go without me saying a word of Shukar . And I am so embarassed from Allah SW , and my heart is trembling with shame since then . Every morning I wake up , I am able to walk around, I have energy to do house chores , I receive rest from my sleep , I can feel the taste of food and enjoy it , there are countless blessings , and I only rely on 33 Times Alhumdulillah after prayer ?

I am so thankful to Allah today that he arranged these classes for us , and we have started our Journey towards seeking the pleasure of Allah .
In return to Alhuda's efforts I just simply read Durood E Ibrahimi , as thats the only prayer I can give you all , for bringing so much peace and light in our life .


Also , I would like to offer myslef for being volunteer . I can do anything . I have recently started course , so ofcourse can not support on teaching side as yet But InshAllah I am with Alhuda in this journey now until the end of my life , apart from that I Live in London , I have done MBA , and have worked for last 5 years as lecturer in london , and have also run my own business as a financial advisor ( which ofcourse I stopped last year becasure of the element of interest ), I am equipped with management and organizational skills , and am house wife , so I can offer myself but I don't know what can I do to support Alhuda.
But my time , ,my skills, my location , my communication is at offer .

By: Beenish Nauman