Aslamualikum Warahmatullahe wa barakatuhu

My dear Osataza

I am ur regular student of 1429 and did Tarbiati course this Ramadan and
doing Dorahy Quran this Ramadan . *Bizillah i *have now a crying heart and
crying eyes in Namaz and while reciting Quran always because u attached
me to my *RAB * ALAAH ONLY CAN GIVE U AJAR FOR IT . We r not able to even thank u only we can pray for YOU

This Ramadan I set a target to get rid of Gibat , jhoot and riya qari . I
was surprised that GIBAT is in our life is like blood running in our veins
. Me n my 11 years old daughter now point out each other all the time . I
felt it specially when some one comes this time and even after they left
we used to keep on talking about them till 2 days . Its a real JIHAD .
*ALHUMDULLILAHE RABILALLAMIN * make me realize when i am doing GIBAT . A
bulb lite up in me *ALHUMDULLILH *. Only We have to be conscious.

I used to cook and decorate my house always for my family that they will
appreciate andi ll be better than anybody in my family . but now i always
make niat that it is because i want to please *ONLY ALLAH ONLY ALLAH
ONLY ALLA H* and i felt the great difference in me *Alhumdullilah * We have to check our heart ALWAYS why and for Who we r doing this .????

Jhoot is really EASY only if we have TAQWA (khof) of *ALLAH *and not
scared of PEOPLE .And be conscious.

And ALWAYS pray for urself and *SUBHAN AL*LAH always *ALLAH IS THERE *.I
Am surprised that ALLAH is really very very near to us only we have to Call
ALLAH with *QALBESALEEM*

JAZAKUM ALLAHO KHAIRRAN KASEERAN

ALLAH GIVE BARAKAH IN UR ILAM AND IN UR STRUGGLE
RABANA TAQABAL مينا INAKA SAMEE UL أليم أمين

Asalamualikum Warahmatullah
Afsah Asad